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September 5th, 2003 (First message)

September 5th, 2003 (First message)

 “My Dear Children,

It is in the joyful solitude of silence where one finds such great opportunities to serve God. Words which would fall from the mouths untamed and unrestrained  become venomous weapons free to roam and spread destruction wherever they may go. Well chosen words of comfort and love produce an opposite effect …….. a healing remedy to be absorbed and discerned. The festering wounds of a careless tongue are helpless against the balm of “Love” which whispers only love and forgiveness. It is the breath of new life in the grace of God which allows all hearts to be opened …… so that a truly loving heart barely even notices when someone does it wrong. You feel only a twinge of grace filled enlightenment to say to Me”……….. (conversation stopped, recipient expresses)“Your child is in need of your direction.”

“When you relinquish that human desire to rush in and take control and place everything in Our hands you have progressed still further in your goal of holiness. It is a lifetime process, My children, but Love …….God’s Love will conquer every circumstance in which you may find yourself. Detach yourself from the things of this world … so that by His grace you will see that which draws you closer to His most merciful heart.”

Second Message of  September 5th, 2003

(Guardian Angel Samuel speaks at Mary’s Knoll)   This second unexpected message is from Samuel, the recipients guardian angel. This message is especially published for all those who have witnessed or experienced abuse of all kinds.

(Recipient)  “I test the Spirit……in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. If it not be of Jesus it must be gone by the power of The Name of Jesus.  It is unfinished?……Yes I remember……but it has been quite awhile. It pleases me my Samuel, that you should come to me this night.”

“My little charge,

I am here at the bidding of the Queen of all Angels …..the Queen of Heaven and Earth who has sent me to speak with you.  During these last few weeks and the trials that you have endured …..during these times  you have not sought my direction my consolation and my guidance. But yes little one, you have prayed …. and that is of  most importance. For these troubles and trials are of great consequence and must be dealt with in a  most heavenly manner. First, you must open your heart and  allow God to work through you. To heal not only the wounds that have been inflicted in your heart ….but the wounds of those who are so young that now approach thee for comforting. It is God’s will that you lean on me for assistance  ……that you do not become anxious and overly concerned. But allow me to guide you ….through prayer ……. to  receive the consolation that God has for you and for all children like you who experience these difficulties in life.

It has been my joy and also my sorrow  to see the struggles which you have endured. The joy to see you struggle and so valiantly become the winner …..and my sorrow to see you suffer defeat. But My child, that does not lessen the love and the comfort that I shall continue to bring you. For little charge you may be …. no matter what your size or what your stature … are my little charge entrusted to me and I shall guard and protect you.

If these precious children could only see the angels that stand beside them they would live in less anxiety and fear and stress in their lives. They would talk freely and abundantly and resolve many, many of life’s problems. For God has not left you orphans ….. He has left you with your guardian angels and with the Holy Spirit which is to be the light which guards your life.


What did the Blessed Mother say this night? Did She not say there would be an out pouring of the Holy Spirit? For He shall come and He shall immerse each of His children into a bath of revival … a bath of renewal. A bath that shall re-freshen the soul of not only yourself but of all those who come your way.  Do I speak too quickly …. do I speak too harshly? Then  I beg your forgiveness little child …. . for there is only love that comes from my heart that must flow to yours. But listen you must ……when you hear the voice of God ….when you hear the whisper of His love …. do not turn but rejoice. And with great trust expound on His words that others may know and be filled with the Spirit …… as He pours it forth and in abundance. For this a time of great glory …… of great revival . Rejoice oh little charge and all the children who shall hear these words .….rejoice ……for the Lord Your God is in control. He is in control of all things and all people. What is there to fear when God is in control? Rest now my weakened and tired charge …..for you were not expecting me this night …..but my words are most important.”

 (Extensive tongues by recipient and Samuel. It was apparent that this was a private conversation) 


September 6th, 2003

September 6th, 2003

(This message was given at the La Purimisa retreat center concluding the Our Lady of the Sierras retreat.)

“My Gracious children,

You have gathered and worked so hard to bring about the beauty of this day. I bless you and hold you deeply within My Heart. For My Heart has room for many but too few wish to enter. My Heart is like the rocky path that some find too steep to climb. Yet others without difficulty found the path in leaps and leaps of joy and then leap into My Heart, which remains open for them and them alone. What glory it brings Me to see so many hearts …. so many different hearts …..yet all joined with one purpose ….. to love and be loved. I tell you this night I have poured forth many graces and granted the request of many hearts. This night you shall see healings …. you shall witness the pouring out of The Holy Spirit ……. for the sheep of My field. You My sheep have heard My voice and  have gathered the lost lambs from My fold.”

(Recipient)  I smell Lilies…… perhaps Jasmine.  We have been visited by many Saints.”

September 19th, 2003

September 19th, 2003

(This visual narration was given through the recipient and recorded during the Friday night Rosary. Much group prayer could be heard in the background. The verbal narration was followed by a short unexpected message. Our Lady had previously stated due to the health of the recipient She might not give a public message.  Again we ask you to pray to the Holy Spirit and discern as you read the following.)

(Tongues) (Visual - Pat)  “The sky is coral ……with hues of purplish blues …… touches of gold and in the center is a huge cross. Upon the cross is Our Lord …… but He smiles in His agony. He smiles and watches. I must be to the side of Him. For I am able to see a huge valley with multitudes of crosses. Different colors though. I’m not sure what that represents, but you can see the track where the cross has been carried. Some have dug so deeply into the earth that the soil has left a great crevice. A great crevice has been left from this beautiful soul which endured much to get to the foot of The Cross of Christ. It’s all neatly arranged beneath His Cross. It’s something of awesome beauty, yet great holiness and as each cross comes I do not see the soul that carries the cross. But it is as though there is a niche into which each cross precisely fits. And over and over I hear chimes, beautiful chimes. It’s a harmony of the angels and the souls that sing together in praise and thanksgiving to Almighty God.

Oh how much He loves us. See the beauty in the depths of His eyes that are endless pools of love. He doesn’t speak but with a glance of His eyes He welcomes each of His children who have faithfully borne their cross and exchanged that cross for a crown. There’s no longer a figure on the cross. The cross fades …… there’s a huge most glorious throne. My eyes cannot behold what sits upon the throne,  for it is too bright …but beautiful. And each of these souls now carry their precious gifts and lay them before the Throne of God. It’s almost as though you can hear the cheers. A  heavenly cheering team that says well done and all these names ring out ……the names of each one who has carried their cross ……exchanged it for a crown and now presents it to Our Lord. How beautiful. Thank you My Lord that You allow us to struggle…… to know that glory awaits all Your children.  A strong burst of light; nothing is left but sweet fragrances and a sense of serenity which words cannot describe.

“Come to me …..all you who are burdened and I shall give you rest”.

(An extensive conversation in tongues followed that was not recorded. A voice was then heard referencing Jerry not recording the given tongues.)

“Why have these tongues not been recorded, My son…..for one day they shall be interpreted and you shall see their meaning?.”  

September 12th, 2003

September 12th, 2003


(recipient – tongues) “ How beautiful……Oh Mother, how can I describe someone so beautiful. There are no words adequate. You stand high above, all radiant in blues and whites and a gold sash and something gold is in your hand.  You stand  in a pool of water”. “Yes, the pool of water is the sanctifying grace about which you (the recipient) are to speak.”

“My Dear Children,

I stand here this night in this pool …. a pool of tears glistening against the darkening sky like diamonds which shine. But they are not diamonds My Children. They are the tears your Mother has shed for so many of Her children.”

“You wish me to describe in detail?

The pond now becomes a cascading waterfall surrounding Her all the way around all four sides …the whole body. And She says that as Her tears mingle with the tears of Her Children who with contrite hearts pray …… their tears become mingled with Hers… and many, many graces are passed throughout the world. She says” “One must never to be afraid to cry, to show emotion …… for tears restore health to the body as well as to the soul.” “ Tell My Children”… “That all the tears throughout their lives have not gone wasted. “I have gathered each one and taken it as it drips through My hands to purify it, as a precious gift for My Son. For tears which are offered for Him are pure and holy. Tears we offer for others are also pure and holy …. if offered with that contrite heart of which I speak.”

“I see now that as the tears of waters have cascaded down into to which was once a darken area, there’s now new growth. It’s…it is so beautiful. Oh Mother the souls for whom we prayed have blossomed into Your heavenly court.”  

(Tongues) “It pleases My Son when you allow yourselves to be opened to His desires. When you welcome ill health, difficult circumstances in life, frailty, misfortune, all are gifts… purified by hearts which love My Son.”

“If I could but touch the water, the tears  and  mine too, would be mingled with Yours. Oh Mother……take my tears offered for so many souls and with your most loving hand mix them into ripples of love.”

September 26th, 2003

September 26th, 2003

( At approximately 8:00P.m. while in meditation in our Hereford home, I (the recipient) heard “wake up My child” and was instructed to write the following message as dictated. Being ill, I was unable to attend the Friday night Canyon Rosary and was somewhat disappointed. For this visit was by a dedicated out of state group had been planned for some time. Physical problems had continuously plagued me for the last three consecutive weeks. However, God works in mysterious ways and His ways are always perfect.)

“My Dear Children,

I hear the whispers in your hearts that She shall not come tonight. But you, My precious children … with all the spiritual baggage in your hearts for healings, intercession in family and financial matters ………for the strength and courage and commitment to God of your total self ……that in itself shows you walk by faith. A faith well lit by the Holy Word of God and by the traditions of our Holy Church. For though centuries have long passed, we still speak to each and every heart. Some, yes, require much tender molding marked fragile handle with care. While others receive His word and are drawn to truth. One does not hide from the truth, as truth seeks in every absorbing opportunity to be a way of witnessing to the Life and Love of Jesus Christ.

So this night these are words of peace and joy. You have not come to see the messenger but to hear the message. Mark well my words for each here is precious to God. A Heart that longs for the salvation of others is an infinitely more precious gift. For one eventually learns you are all in the soul serving business. As you leave, may you be blessed with the presence of Our Peace. When you return, the peace you now carry will emit a fragrance of holiness to be shared with many of Our children. My peace I give to you this night”.